This blog should be changed to doing nothing and everything at the same time.

I'm at Starbucks with Nikki, waiting for the aroma of coffee to kick my work ethic into drive.  I started out this morning with the best of intentions--spinning at 8:15, Starbucks by 11.  Spinning happened and it was an AMAZING class. I love the feeling of pushing yourself, a challenge that is overcome by giving that little extra you have somewhere deep inside.  I need that "little extra" right now to tackle all this work.  I have teacheritis. Starbucks at 11 turned into 11:30, which turned into grabbing an egg-white bialy across the street and talking about this crazy thing called life for an hour.

I've never been the type of person who can put my emotional world in a drawer when I need to be focusing 100% on work or studying.  I wish I was that way.  Last night Nathan and I were talking about relationships and balance..he was saying how he is the emotional one and his bf is more calculated--capable of ignoring his emotions when work needed to be done.

I need a mental vacation.

I also equally need a text message or phone call to let me know the world isn't about to come crashing down, I feel an impending doom in my gut.  Ick.