Alright I almost have to wag my finger at myself. So I know I woke up bitter with a dating hangover. Yes..a dating hangover..I think they exist..where the events of the night before are so haunting that you wake up with a bad taste in your mouth and a headache..as you cringe when flashbacks hit you.
As far as things go..you just have to laugh. It's funny when I write about awkward dating experiences because in general..that's not a big aspect of my life right now. My life feels whole and the right guy would be a welcome addition..not a necessity.
I was talking to S last night and we had a great idea..working our way through cook books. One recipe a weekend on girls night. I love that idea and can't wait to get it started after I finish my summer traveling extravaganza. (Last weekend LA, San francisco this weekend and then the Grand Canyon next weekend..)
So..after a little reflection and coffee..I let go of the bitterness and realized I feel like I could be giving back to the community a lot more. I have been thinking a lot about Zeus and when we first got him. Zeus was from the humane society and was about to euthanized..my Mom went just to look randomly one day after work and they had an immediate bond. The woman at the shelter said we shouldn't get a chow-chow for a family environment because they are prone to aggression..anyone who knew Zeus knew he was kindest soul. Afraid of flies. Moped around a little like Eeyore. I miss him.
So..I started googling animal shelters near me and am going to phone around today about volunteering. As far as working while I get my Master's, I want to be doing something fulfilling..my mind is going a thousand miles per minute.
Antonio and I are riding our bikes to go play tennis and then will probably stop by Starbucks on the way back before going to the gym. It's one of those days where I just want to get out all the tension in my body via sports. Tennis is great for that, just put all your energy into a serve..see what happens.
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