Tick Tock.

Can I fast forward to landing in Phoenix? I hate this limbo. Hate it. I can’t sleep, and I have to admit to myself it’s because I’m anxious--anxious to leave, anxious to stay. I should be exhausted--I walked miles in the blazing heat to a sunflower field, it was random, but an experience nonetheless. Afterwards, I walked up to the Sierrezuela, baked brownies, got a pizza to go, and watched an episode of The Office with Will in the one room with air conditioning.

Currently, I’m hot and uncomfortable in bed.

I can’t sleep, at all. I tried putting in ear plugs, shutting all my blinds, closing my lap top, etc. Nothing works. I watched a lizard crawl across the wall on the building across from me for atleast 5 minutes, when I realized not being able to sleep is my biggest pet peeve.

At night, you see the strangest things. Last night, I saw my neighbor tossing and turning in his bed--I felt like a total creeper, but his light was on and he is literally right across from me. Alright, no excuses, that was creeper of me. It got me thinking about who can see into my window. I never thought about it before.

I guess I want to know what lies ahead. Who lies ahead. What does the world have in store for me? These questions..these are the questions that make me toss and turn. Tick, Tock, the clock is running out.



The grand essentials for happiness in this life are something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.