Can´t replace something irreplaceable

I miss my friends. Very much. I just wish you guys were here with me, things would be very different. My friends are my touch stones, and each one of them is incredibly special and unique. I love the quote, ¨each friend represents a world within us¨..I agree. There is no substitute for girl time either. Out of desperation, I tried to get Will interested in Sex and the City..it was a no go of course. There are just things you can only do with your best girlfriends..like go to the spa..watch chick flicks..talk about everything and nothing over the phone..shop..mani-pedi dates..etc. I just miss that..just a few more weeks!!

I've also decided definitively that if and when I ever have a roommate again, they have to have similar cleaning habits. Yesterday, I thought about my apartment and I actually got pissed off. So pissed I collected myself and then went for a long, long run. I've pretty much surrendered every room in the apartment except my bedroom. A leak under the sink was pointed out to me..but nothing was done about it. It's just like..but seriously? I understand people who just don't care about cleaning..but I don't want to live with them ever again. I've learned that about myself amongst other things.

I started packing last night just to get rid of some clutter (since I have no form of storage). It was a surreal feeling, putting my things back in my big suitcase--life is in motion once again, the wheels of change are turning. I'm not as freaked out as I thought I would be--I think I miss everyone at home too much to really want to stay here. I love things here, but I love the people at home more.

I'm going to Paris this weekend and am really excited, it's my last trip out of the country (aside from Africa in 2 weeks ). Also, in really exciting news Ebaby might be coming to visit on the 11th-21st! I told all the teachers about her possible arrival, the kids are going to go crazy about her red hair and big blue eyes. I hope it works and I'm keeping my fingers crossed.

See you soon..literally :)