Hellacious day. I hate admitting it but sometimes i get so frustrated with things--a horrible day. I lost my driver's license and have no other form of identification in New Mexico; go figure. This afternoon my mom and I went to the DMV and I cannot get a new mexico driver's license unless I take a DWI class..um hello but I already have a driver's license you deadpan dmv worker. Seriously--I know how to operate a vehicle, just give me a copy of my license STAT. PRONTO. TONIGHT!
Does everyone in new mexico have their brain in a vat?
It just added so much stress to the weekend worrying about having identification for the airport, finally the woman gave me a New Mexico ID card..yeah woop woop, but not really. Then my mom had a moment and started crying because she forgot the actual title for the acura--something is in the air.
We then went to lunch at the Wok which was alright and compared horrible coworker stories and then i went to La Posada to work and eventually leave 5 hours later with 13 dollars because I refused to take tables desiring to go home more than do something purposeless with my time. I really really really miss my friends, more than ever. It isn't as much fun going out without people who are super energetic and dynamic. Everybody smokes..that's hot. Megan and Val are really fun but to me here, monday is the same as saturday and I want to go out every chance I get. I just want to be around people outside of work or go shopping..yes. My roomies need to come immediately. lol
I just finished hanging up the pictures in my room and a lot of my art work is religious, i love gothic crosses and angels--i want to fine tune my ideals about religion and find some informative books to read about different types of religion and what not. I'm not sure if i'm really a true catholic or if I even have a place in religion but I need to find a center and soon--I feel all over the place with my thoughts and my attitude. Really over working at this point and I miss having my bestfriends around me all the time to go do anything and everything..it's a big adjustment this summer---independence is in reach but i'm not extending. I just need to regroup my thoughts, i'm sick of people treating me like a child and being condescending to me at work--sorry serving isn't my life posada; and sorry your job as a manager sucks but the stop talking to me like i'm 5 and sassing yourself around. OVER AND OUT
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